however i ask the answer's still the same
you cut me loose because i let you down
still for the first second of every day
i don't understand why you're not around

i couldn't face you i can see that now
if i covered it up left it unsaid
but to not have your eyes where i used to drown
if there's anything left we left it there

wherever i look your always there
i close me eyes and it's even worse
you hang around on the clothes i wear
and i can't even tell you how much it hurts

sometime i push you into the night
to the darkest place, the only time we meet
i want you to hurt and for us to fight
but most of the time these are the thoughts i keep